Amidst the Worries and Fears

Things are getting scary.

I try to be calm and worry free but every time I hear the news…it just make me think, “What happens next?” I tried to avoid watching the news on TV, but my husband was devoted to it. As much as I wanted to fill my mind with good vibes, I am directed to thinking about it.

My daughter is a Nurse and her floor is assigned for infected patients. When she told me about it I was more worried. I wish I could say to her to just drop her job and stay home. I felt like I’m sending a soldier to a Battle. But all I can do is pray for her constantly. That God will cover her with His shield of protection. It’s not easy for a mom like me. I wanted to put all my children under my wings if I could. But duty calls…and I guess, I should be proud of her.

This Virus has caused big trouble not just to my state, but to all the world. When I drive to work, I see closed shops, empty parking lots, gloomy, and quiet. I don’t exactly know where and how this virus came from but, one thing I know… it might be or could be that God is sending us a message. We need God more than anything else. Only He can change the world. Only He has control over all chaos and turmoils. I’ve been seeing people returning to God in prayer. Asking forgiveness for sins done. People messaging each other about prayer and belief. But do we really “know” God? Do we really and honestly believe that God can change the world? Do we really accept the reality that “we need Jesus” in our hearts? Not just striking the keys to say something. Not just to participate in the Social Media. But are we really turning to God for good???

Let’s ponder on His words. They’re available for us anytime, anywhere. What happened 2000 years ago, is happening again. Only God can save us and help us cross the Red Sea. He can surely split the water in half so we can cross through it. Only if you believe that Jesus is all you need…for good!

Isaiah 40:28

The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and His understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint.

Published by My blessed lyfe

I would like to call myself a "Supermom"... not to boast about what I can do, but being grateful for all that God has made me to be. I'm a mother of 4 beautiful children and a wife to my amazing husband. I'm a child of God and so blessed to be a part of His family. I am no extraordinary, but I am special because I exist for a purpose. I love music very much. Grew up as a Worship Leader and been doing it since 18. Singing song for the Lord is my heart's delight and every time I open my mouth to sing, my prayer is that I become a vessel of Christ where people that hears my voice, hears the voice of God. I always say... "I will keep singing until my last breath..." Let me introduce you to the love of my life... Arianne (Adrianne) is my first born. I had her when I was 23. She had taught me so many things in my young married life. She's now 26 and just got engaged to her childhood sweetheart who happened to be our drummer and the firstborn of our Church Pastor. She works as a Nurse and I am so proud of her. She is also our Church Secretary. Personality wise...I saw some of my character on her. Camille (Andrea) is my number 2 daughter. When she was born, Arianne became a wonderful "ate", big sister to her. Camille, as a middle child, displayed great traits a middle child could be. She was independent, smart, and great singer even on her young age. She would surprise me when she was 4, singing Celine Deon's fast songs with perfect lyrics. She's now 24 and an Accountant at a prestige Accounting firm. By the way, she learned to play the guitar and the piano on her own. My frustrations on instruments...she's got it. Yasmine (Audrey) is the baby (for awhile). She came just a little over a year from Camille's birth. They grew up like twins. She has the strongest personality, that's why as little girls...she would always make Camille cry. She's now 23 and enjoys taking pictures and video. She loves her job which let her enjoy her hobby. Digital Marketing takes her to places and be at interesting events she loves. Andrei, our baby boy (at last!). He was born here in the US while his sisters were in the Philippines. They were able to meet him when he was 2. He's precious, cute, intelligent, and loved. He's very good with basketball which makes my husband so proud! He's not the tallest in his team, but he's not the shortest either. Quiet...yet smart. He's now 15 and soon to try driving. He wanted to be an Engineer someday. Robert, my better half is God's destiny for me. He's had so many challenges in his life but, remained to be positive and determined. I met him at my first job after college graduation. After a few months of working together, became sweethearts, and after a few months, got engaged, then got married. I was 22 when I became Mrs. Garcia. Not my plan, but it's God's destination written for me. On this site I will take you to my journey as a mother, a wife, a servant of God, and a person who thinks deeply about life. I can be very boring, but I can be very colorful. My life has been bumpy, flat, dark, and bright. But I cannot be thankful enough to my Lord and my Savior Jesus Christ who make all things possible for me and my family. I am not adventurous but I get easily amazed by what life has to offer. I'm mostly quiet, introvert, melancholy, shy...but when you get to know me and I get to know you, I can be a wonderful friend.

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